Sunday is a funny day ... in a way the whole world looks forward to this almost universal holiday.... but there are times when you feel a bit lost cos you just dunno what to do with your sunday .... somehow i like to have a packed sunday unless ofcourse the week has been hectic and I just wanna chill...... The day still somehow goes by but sunday evenings are like very very tough and I just cant figure out why! For one, there is something very depressing about them..... maybe it has something to do with the past, and the fact that next day would be school, college or 9-5 work day......
I also sometimes feel there is something very lonely about a sunday evening (which has nothing to do with being single cos ideally that would be applicable 24/7 then, lol). Its quite a puzzle actually cos its been years and I still havent been able to get to the bottom of this ....... The feeling remains the same... some sundays are bad, some are worse but the same feeling prevails with varying intensity.....
There are times when towards the end of a sunday in my head im like 'wow the day is actually getting over' or like 'wow its monday tomorrow' ..... lol... hearing the latter is almost like a nightmare for others but given the way i feel about sundays its quite a happy feeling for me....
This evening somehow hasnt been so bad given that i made sure i went for a brisk walk and after coming back, though im home alone im actually enjoying 'cricket'...... and that says a lot since Im not a cricket buff and its funny how Im actually having a good time watching the game and even clapping when India takes wickets, lol...... its like anything to not feel the sunday evening blues :)
Hopefully someday i will figure this out or atleast get over the sunday blues ....... Till then i guess I will just have to do something innovative, different every sunday or maybe just try to befriend my sundays and make them happy :)
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